I was cleaning my room today and came across a book called What I Wish I'd Known Before My Mission by John Bytheway that my grandma had given me a month or so back. In the beginning of the book he talked about the day of receiving your call. And all the excitement and worries with it. I really made me think about what it will be like for me. I want it to be special but then again its only a letter from the office of the president of the church that will tell me where I'm going to be for the next two years so I guess its kind of important.
Just thinking about it I got butterflies in my stomach. But then I started questioning whether I am ready for it or not. I'm sure there are people that are in a more desperate situation than myself, a motto I like to say to calm myself is "There is always someone that has it worse than I do". It doesn't make me not worry about it but its just comforting that I'm not alone in this fight. In a kinda-sorta way.
I'm convinced that everything will work out and that I will do just fine but being a worrisome kinda person who thinks about what wouldn't work doesn't help. Tomorrow I have my dentist appointment which will for the most part wrap up my papers which is the first step.
Its definitely going to be a story worth finding out what happens.
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